IM SOOOO ANGRY !!!

omg ! seriously im soo angry and frustrated right now.
its really an annoying feeling..
i've been trying to call this particular person and seems like ? doesnt pick up.and ive tried so many times.and i tried calling ? friend also same ! marah nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...i dont get angry easily but im sooo angry now.. !!!! its a mixed feeling of angry + sad.i came back home and i havent even talk to ? even once.i really care for these two people but seems like they dont give a shit and im really feeling sad about it.im also wondering whether i should care anymore or just dont give a shit.im sorry if im using harsh words..but thats just how i feel right now.maybe they really dont want to keep contact with me anymore.thanks for making me feel this way ! thanks a lot ..
im usually not this type of girl,my friends have always known me as a bubbly and cheerful girl.But today im not anymore.but maybe im taking this issue to seriously and i should calm down.tapi cume rasa makin dieorg dh tak amek kisah and sengaja tanak angkat phone.kalau pon busy skali je angkat phone tak bole.ape ssh sgt ke?i really dont understand.but i think maybe im taking it too seriously but that's how i am in friendship i care about my close friends a lot.tak kire la pompuan ke laki.anyways..thats how i feel.kalau ade sape2 yg terasa ade byk miscall dr fana this pass few days.maybe its you??bak kata pepatah sape makan cili die yg terasa pedas.thanks for making me feel this way.congrats ! sorry kalau sape2 terasa but this is what im feeling..orang kata baik luahkan dr memendam rasa.nanti kalau meletup ssh.

anyways ! pada kawan2 yg busy sgt ngan event coming up soon.
good luck again.

farhanahjaafar